i'm crashing outttttttttttt

i’m crashing out dude. i’ve taken so many Ls in the last 6 months i’m actually going to scream naked in the middle of the street. not really. I just want to ruin my life so badly that i can build it back up again. it’s hysterical because whenever i suffer one (1) consequence of my own actions i can’t take it lol.

i actually just feel like i’m one more small inconvienence away from the thread mentally tethering me to this planet snapping clean in half

it is honestly comforting that no one cares enough or can do anything to help me bc at this point i feel like i deserve it. will probably delete this later lol